i am 17 at the mo.
i am infactuated with snape, still, even tho he's now a murderer. but love cannot die!
i love to draw him and chibis .
i use pencils and i draw on photoshop also.
my life isnt going so well right now. my college isnt so welcoming s i thought it would be. firstly my new friends liked me one day, and the next day she hated my guts (i dont know why, i didnt do anything to her) and now shes treating me like dirt and looking at me like im a pile of shit...
the teachers keep telling me that EVERYTHING im doing is wrong. none in my class really likes me and i have none to talk to anything about. i dont want my mum to be disapointed in me, ive been a crybaby all my life, ad being upset here labels you as a freak.
i miss DA, and im banned for 2 more days, at least there i dont get excessive flaming from tengu who wont fucking stop insulting my art and myself. i keep getting called a pedophile for the naga baby picture ;_; urgh, it feels like the owrld hates me... what is it about humans that makes them so delighted to hurt another persons feelings? i feel like i dont belong. i wish id never gotten 1,000,000 page views, i just get shit about not deserving it and how i dont accept "constructive ciritism" which is actually comments like "oh snapesnogger, what will the world do without your BLAND chibi artwork"...im just a crap artist and a crap person...i just...dont want to draw anymore. there tengu, YOU FUCKING WON!!!!
Aw, you draw Severus so cute! I will have to watch you! :)
And I've read your last journal... Hey! Don't give up drawing! You draw so cute and you have talent for it! DONT QUIT BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE SAY YOU HAVE TO! Just don't!